To My Mum
Johanna Hastings
October 1928 Janurary 2006
Mum you knew how much I loved you. Mum
you knew how much I cared, The only real regret I have , Is that I was not there. I know you passed over peacefully, That was so just like you, Like everything you did in life, Without any fuss or ado. God must have needed you for something, God must have need your help, I Know god would not have taken you for anything else. I will always think of you as my rose a white one at that, Mum althought my heart is broken, In
my heart there is so much pain, I know
we will walk down that lane again I
will love you always, Till we meet again.
Your
loving daughter Mary
I will always Love You
Grandad
Grandad you may have passed on, But our love for you still lives’
on. Grandad I’ll always love you and that's not plain, I'd love
to hear "I’ll wish you across the washer with no happy new year" But as I know wont, that
memory's very clear. A great Dad and a perfect Granddad in our hearts you are so dear. You’re
the perfect role model you lived your life. A few up's and downs but a boxer for life' If
I can be half the man you are and were, I have no worries or even a care, You'll
be missed immensely and loved ever more. To a loving Grandad from your loving Grandson, Rest
in Peace till the after life is done.
R.I.P
Grandad.
This poem was written in loving memory of Alexander Oliver Hastings My grandfather
I love him dearly and he passed away on the 19th decemeber 2005. Love you Grandad and I always will.
By Alexander Hastings
01.01.06
To My Dad
Alexander Oliver Hastings
1930
2005 I
said the future is the future, The past is always the past, If only i could
have made time stood still, It's the one thing that never will, You took that final
footstep, To stand up there with god I know your looking down on me now that
must be very hard, I was scared to take that chance with you, I was to scared to say goodbye, I
thought if I left you alone dad Then you would not have died I love you more daddy then I
ever did show, It hurt so badly to let you go' Although my heart is hurting there always be
a gap, That gap is for all the memories you left for me to keep, So sleep well my loving father
untill the day we meet.
I love you Daddy
All my love Daddy your Daughter Mary
silence
if silence is golden is that what they say.
the silence is near but so far away
the scent of your body the time for play
as you lie still in bed not moving a musle
we lie there in silence no hussle oe bussle
the touch of you hand send shivers down my spine,
your so heavy handed but you touch is so fine
you reach for my breastas my
hands roll over your chest
My breathing becomes faster my heart skips a beat
As your hand travel from my neck to my feet
my heart skips a beat and your reach inside my thigh
as my breather becomes fast i let out a small sigh
the feeling the touching so senual
and warm
I pray for this minute to carry on and on
you reach for my breast and you
start to play
my feelings start to give no matter what my heart
says
my body starts to shiver and my mind says
what the heck
your tongue find my mouth and my lips and my neck
the silences goes on for ever and ever iam
praying
that this moment will last for ever and this is just
not a game
As the night turns to dawn again i wonder if it will
stay the same
or will this be our last lovemaking as silencely
i weep as you say goodbye
as you close the door and the selince
grows louder i think of what been acheived
For these preouise memories
and moments i could not be prouder
that silence grows deeeper
and deeper and the silence grow louder
but the memorries you leave
will be there the next time
but you leaving each time can really get me down
I get up with a smile and end up with that frown
for the last time this week i hang up your dressing
gown.
This had to do with a violent man I used to live with but soon learnt the meaning of the first time your a victim and the
next time your the voulteer please do not take that the wrong way because I never agree with this statement, Cause it's not
alway possible to get away from that life and find somewhere to hide.
The Monster Within You
As you lie in your bed to scared to sleep,
To scared to look to scared to peep
You lie and you stare at that damp patch,
Your waiting for the key to turn in the latch.
You listen and you hear you listen and you fear
You wonder and you wonder why
Who's coming home are you going to die Is that monster or friend going to come in the door,
Are u going to stay in bed or end up on the floor
You whisper in silence you whisper in a deadly fear
Who's coming in now so far away but yet so near
You can almost smell that horrible smell
That you pray to god he would rot in hell
Time hold no boundary's your mind just blank
It that their fist , their foot, or a plank,
They say love is blind and thats no lie
You' ll never know the guy you married till the day you die
When u look in a mirror what do u see?
Who owns that shadow looking back at me,
Is this me or someone i know your lips all cut,
and your face is all smashed and black,
The last thing you remember is been called a slut,
People say your such a nice loving couple,
I think they are mistaken it must be your double,
Cause behind close doors there is nothing but trouble,
Your not the man you use to be your not that loving alone with me
Your not the man I used to care for you leave outside almost every night
Is that your double the monster that comes home to fight.
A Strong-Minded Person.
Your a person of strength and as soiled as gold,
It’s never a but unless it's “but do as your told”,
You never take no as an answer only yes will do,
Your heads not zipped up at the back cause your no fool.
You can be soft and gentle, strict, and stern,
If they’re a lesson to be taught then from you they
learn,
You can be sweeter than sugar I often hear you say,
But to much sweetness can ruin the day and its not your way.
You can be a gentleman u can be a pain
if you learn nothing from you,
Then there’s not to be gained,
Your can be a child and a man too but the worst one of you
has to,
Be that head masters head please throw it away,
Just don’t lock it up for another day.
I’m glad I met you when I did cause friends like you,
Can be so hard to gain but I am hoping friends we are can
always be true,
I know I can upset you but that cuts both way's,
But I know when to stop and call it a day.
You know how to stand tall and you know when to call,
You know where your going you know what you want,
You know when to stand your ground you know how to taunt,
But then that’s you us to believe but we know your
not want you
Want us to believe you are cause we now know you are true.
Then thing you do that makes me laugh then I see u
in
A different light,
It’s worth the trouble and the striff
to say that final good night,
Just before I finally go I need to say one thing,
I am glad I found my guardian angle,
And someone finally to clip your wings
A child
Have you ever stop to think why
child are what they are?
They like to play in the muck
and tar in the sun ,rain or snow,
But for some children it's the
only place for them to go,
Some kids are blessed with looks
some with a silver spoon,
Some kids dreams of thing like
going to the moon.
Some kind dream off sea and sand
to find out
the dream they have dwindle like
the grains in their hands,
Some kids find the peace they
need in life or to find
they become a husband or wife,
somer kids
find their dreams in their life a lot of them
find trouble and strife.
Like some adults never do grow
up and never leave their
childhood.
they never leave them childish
dreams and never leave them childish mood,
To some adults grown up causes
to much hurt and pain
without having to grown
up all over again.
once you leave your childhood
memories behind you cannot go back,
it's only once chance of doing
it right so you cannot be slack,
you can keep your dreams you
can keep your hope,
you can keep all that you want
and all that you can cope,
you merories
are special memories are sweet
they are the think that are hidden
the things so deep
this is my son's poem
1st Love Gone For Good
My 1st love gone for good we've
broke up and thats no good She will never no how i feel bout her Or even how much i care I love her so much to carry
on with my chin up But all i want to do is break down and cry Or roll over and just die I dont no what to do without
her I will just have to put a brave face on for her I cant say antthing else except i love you I need you,What am
i going to do without you O God i love you My 1st love gone for good
14/02/2003
this is an aplea against child abuse someone set me
My name is Misty, I am but three, My eyes are swollen, I
cannot see.
I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could
have made, My daddy so mad?,
I wish I was better,
I wish I wasn’t ugly, Then maybe mommy, Would still want to hug me,
I can’t speak at all, I can’t do a wrong, Or else I’m
locked up, All day long,
When I awake, I am all alone, The house is dark, My mommy and
daddy aren’t home,
When mommy does come, I’ll try to be nice, So maybe, Ill
only get one whipping tonight,
Don’t make a sound, I just heard a car, My daddy’s back, From
“Charlie’s Bar”,
I hear him curse, My name he calls, So I press myself, Against
the wall,
I try to hide, From his evil eyes, I’m so afraid now, I’m
starting to cry,
He finds me weeping, He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault, He
suffers at work,
He slaps me and hits me, And yells at me more, I finally get free, And
run for the door,
He’s already locked it, And I start to bawl, He takes me and
throws me, Against the hard wall,
I fall to the floor, With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues, With
more bad words spoken,
“I’m Sorry”, I scream, But, It’s much to late His
face has been twisted, Into unimaginable hate,
The hurt and the pain, Again and again, Oh please god, Have mercy!, Oh
please let it end!,
And he finally stops, And heads for the door, While I lay there
motionless, Sprawled out on the floor,
My name is misty, And I am but three, Tonight,
My daddy, Has murdered me.
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