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                                      To My Mum

    Johanna Hastings    October 1928  Janurary 2006
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Mum you knew  how much I loved you.
Mum you knew how much I cared,
The only real regret I have ,
Is that I was not there.
I know you passed over peacefully,
That was so just like you,
Like everything you did in life,
Without any fuss or ado.
God must have needed you
for something,
God must have need your help,
I Know god would not have taken
you for anything else.
I will always think of you as
my rose a white one at that,
Mum althought my heart
is broken,
In my heart there is so much
pain,
I know we will walk down
that lane again
I will love you always,
Till we meet again. 
                       

                     Your loving daughter Mary                               

                           I will always Love You

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Grandad
                                              
Grandad you may have passed on,
But our love for you still lives’ on.
Grandad I’ll always love you and that's not plain,
I'd love to hear "I’ll wish you across the washer with no happy new year"
But as I know wont, that memory's very clear.
A great Dad and a perfect Granddad in our hearts you are so dear.
You’re the perfect role model you lived your life.
A few up's and downs but a boxer for life'
If I can be half the man you are and were,
I have no worries or even a care,
You'll be missed immensely and loved ever more.
To a loving Grandad from your loving Grandson,
Rest in Peace till the after life is done. 


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                                    R.I.P Grandad.


This poem was written in loving memory of Alexander Oliver Hastings

My grandfather I love him dearly and he passed away on the 19th decemeber 2005. Love you Grandad and I always will.

                         By Alexander Hastings
                                   01.01.06

 

 

 

 

                              

 

 

 

                             To  My Dad

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Alexander Oliver Hastings

1930  
                                    2005                              
 
I said the future is the future,
The past is always the past,
If only i could have made time stood still,
It's the one thing that never will,
You took that final footstep,
To stand up there with god
I know your looking down on me
now that must be very hard,
I was scared to take that chance with you,
I was to scared to say goodbye,
I thought if I left you alone dad
Then you would not have died
I love you more daddy then I ever did show,
It hurt so badly to let you go'
Although my heart is hurting there always be a gap,
That gap is for all the memories you left for me to keep,
So sleep well my loving father untill the day we meet.

                              I love you Daddy                                

All my love Daddy your Daughter Mary

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

                                          

 

 

 

silence

if silence is golden is that what they say.

the silence is near but so far away

the scent of your body the time for  play

as you lie still in bed not moving a musle

we  lie there in silence no hussle oe bussle

the touch of you hand send shivers down my spine,

your so heavy handed but you touch is so fine

you reach for my breastas my hands roll over your chest

My breathing becomes faster my heart skips a beat

As your hand travel from my neck to my feet

my heart skips a beat and your reach inside my thigh

as my breather becomes fast i let out a small sigh

the feeling the touching so senual and warm

I pray for this minute to carry on and on

you reach for  my breast and you start to play

my feelings start to give no matter what my heart says

my body starts to shiver and my mind  says what the heck

your tongue find my mouth and my lips and my neck

the silences goes on for ever and ever iam praying

that this moment will last for ever and this is just not a game

As the night turns to dawn again i wonder if it will stay the same

or will this be our last lovemaking as silencely i weep as you say goodbye

as you close the door and the selince grows louder i think of what been acheived

For these preouise memories and  moments i could not be prouder

that silence grows  deeeper and deeper and the silence grow louder

but the memorries you leave will be there the next time

but you leaving each time can really get me down

I get up with a smile and end up with that frown

for the last time this week i hang up your dressing gown.

 

 

 

This had to do with a violent man I used to live with but soon learnt the meaning of the first time your a victim and the next time your the voulteer please do not take that the wrong way because I never agree with this statement, Cause it's not alway possible to get away from that life and find somewhere to hide.

 

The Monster Within You

 

 

As you lie in your bed to scared to sleep,

To scared to look to scared to peep

You lie and you stare at that damp patch,

Your waiting for the key to turn in the latch.

You listen and you hear you listen and you fear

You wonder and you wonder why

Who's coming home are you going to die Is that monster or friend going to come in the door,

Are u going to stay in bed or end up on the floor

You whisper in silence you whisper in a deadly fear

Who's coming in now so far away but yet so near

You can almost smell that horrible smell

That you pray to god he would rot in hell

Time hold no boundary's your mind just blank

It that their fist , their foot, or a plank,

They say love is blind and thats no lie

You' ll never know the guy you married till the day you die

When u look in a mirror what do u see?

Who owns that shadow looking back at me,

Is this me or someone i know your lips all cut,

and your face is all smashed and black,

The last thing you remember is been called a slut,

People say your such a nice loving couple,

I think they are mistaken it must be your double,

Cause behind close doors there is nothing but trouble,

Your not the man you use to be your not that loving alone with me

Your not the man I used to care for you leave outside almost every night

Is that your double the monster that comes home to fight.

 

 

A Strong-Minded Person.

 

 

 

Your a person of strength and as soiled as gold,

It’s never a but unless it's “but do as your told”,

You never take no as an answer only yes will do,

Your heads not zipped up at the back cause your no fool.

 

 

You can be soft and gentle, strict, and stern,

If they’re a lesson to be taught then from you they learn,

You can be sweeter than sugar I often hear you say,

But to much sweetness can ruin the day and its not your way.

 

 

You can be a gentleman u can be a pain if you learn nothing from you,

Then there’s not to be gained,

Your can be a child and a man too but the worst one of you has to,

Be that head masters head please throw it away,

Just don’t lock it up for another day.

 

 

I’m glad I met you when I did cause friends like you,

Can be so hard to gain but I am hoping friends we are can always be true,

I know I can upset you but that cuts both way's,

But I know when to stop and call it a day.

 

 

You know how to stand tall and you know when to call,

You know where your going you know what you want,

You know when to stand your ground you know how to taunt,

But then that’s you us to believe but we know your not want you

Want us to believe you are cause we now know you are true.

 

Then thing you do that makes me laugh then I see u in

A different light,

It’s worth the trouble and the striff to say that final good night,

Just before I finally go I need to say one thing,

I am glad I found my guardian angle,

And someone finally to clip your wings

 

 

 

 A child 

Have you ever stop to think why child are what they are?

They like to play in the muck and tar in the sun ,rain or snow,

But for some children it's the only place for them to go,

Some kids are blessed with looks some with a silver spoon,

Some kids dreams of thing like going to the moon.

 

Some kind dream off sea and sand to find out

the dream they have dwindle like the grains in their hands,

Some kids find the peace they need in life or to find

they become a husband or wife,

somer kids find their dreams in their life a lot of them

find trouble and strife.

 

Like some adults never do grow up and never leave their

childhood.

they never leave them childish dreams and never leave them childish mood,

To some adults grown up causes to much hurt and pain

without having to grown   up all over again.

 

once you leave your childhood memories behind you cannot go back,

it's only once chance of doing it right  so you cannot be slack,

you can keep your dreams you can keep your hope,

you can keep all that you want and all that you can cope,

you merories are special memories are sweet

they are the think that are hidden the things so deep

 

 

this is my son's poem

 

1st Love Gone For Good

My 1st love gone for good
we've broke up and thats no good
She will never no how i feel bout her
Or even how much i care
I love her so much to carry on with my chin up
But all i want to do is break down and cry
Or roll over and just die
I dont no what to do without her
I will just have to put a brave face on for her
I cant say antthing else except i love you
I need you,What am i going to do without you
O God i love you
My 1st love gone for good

14/02/2003

 

 

 

this is an aplea against child abuse someone set me

 

My name is Misty,
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen,
I cannot see.
点击放大
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?,
点击放大
        I wish I was better,        
I wish I wasn’t ugly,
Then maybe mommy,
Would still want to hug me,
点击放大
I can’t speak at all,
I can’t do a wrong,
Or else I’m locked up,
All day long,
点击放大
When I awake,
I am all alone,
The house is dark,
My mommy and daddy aren’t home,
点击放大
When mommy does come,
I’ll try to be nice,
So maybe,
Ill only get one whipping tonight,
点击放大
Don’t make a sound,
I just heard a car,
My daddy’s back,
From “Charlie’s Bar”,
点击放大
I hear him curse,
My name he calls,
So I press myself,
Against the wall,
点击放大
I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I’m so afraid now, I’m starting to cry,
点击放大
He finds me weeping,
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work,
点击放大
He slaps me and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run for the door,
点击放大
He’s already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall,
点击放大
I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken,
点击放大
“I’m Sorry”, I scream,
But, It’s much to late
His face has been twisted,
Into unimaginable hate,
点击放大
The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
Oh please god, Have mercy!,
Oh please let it end!,
点击放大
And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled  out on the floor,
点击放大
My name is misty,
And I am but three,
Tonight, My daddy,
Has murdered me.

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